Monica Lewinsky Deeply Regrets Her Affair And Wants To Apologize To Hillary Clinton Face To Face

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It became even more controversial as Clinton denied the affair and almost lost his job for lying under oath. While Monica's secret love life with a married man got picked apart in public, the president faced and narrowly escaped impeachment.

She wants to apologize for face to face

And now, a 45-year-old Monica Lewinsky is opening up about the affair that has continued define her life in an exclusive 20-hour interview titled The Clinton Affairs.

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It will feature six parts where she talks about everything including how their relationship actually began. She said,

I kind of looked into the open doorway … And Bill happened to be standing there. And he motioned me in — I don’t think my heart had ever beat as fast. Unbeknown to me, I was on the precipice of the rabbit hole.

This is a part of her life Monica feels a lot of regret about now.

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She has apologized to both Hilary and Chelsea publicly, but now she dreams of a chance to do this in person, although she has no illusions at all that she deserves their forgiveness.

I wouldn't dream of asking Chelsea and Mrs. Clinton to forgive me, but I would ask them to know that I am very sorry for what happened and for what they've been through.

People are raging online

Her sentiments do not extend to Bill. She is disappointed at his refusal to apologize to her - recall that Bill has said he did nothing wrong and Hillary has publicly supported him.

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But, according to Monica Lewinsky, 

I'm less disappointed by him, and more disappointed for him. He would be a better man for it ... and we, in turn, a better society.

Of course, online, people are reacting to the new interview and Monica's wish to meet Hillary.

My god. Just leave her alone.

— Elizabeth Judd (@Emannjudd) November 13, 2018

No no no. You know what the wife doesn’t want? To even acknowledge her husbands mistress from 20+ years ago.

— 𝒮𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑜𝓃𝓃𝑒 Rose 🌹 (@SeasonneRose) November 13, 2018

I can’t stand Hillary but Monica has a lot of nerve. Sounds like Monica is only thinking about herself.

— 🌸🌸🦋❤️Amber ❤️🦋🌸🌸 (@AmberLaskey12) November 13, 2018

I don’t think Hillary cares now or then

— msmaddiesunshine (@msmaddiesunshi1) November 13, 2018

Do you agree with this? Should Monica just let Hillary and her family be?

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